My Mind's Flower Rain
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Seoul, 1950
Take a deep breath.
Episode 1
You have asthma.
Asthma?
You have a lot of dry coughs at night, right?
Yeah, every night.
But I don't have any mucus.
No way.
It's not too serious.
I'll prescribe you medicine so make sure to take them.
You can't stop taking them because your coughs go away like last time.
Okay?
Ms. Seo.
Please get this patient his meds.
Okay.
What's wrong?
Are you not feeling well?
No, it's nothing.
Come this way.
-Thank you. -Take care.
Next patient.
Okay.
Are you okay?
You don't seem too well.
No, I'm okay.
Ms. Seo.
Are you okay?
Open the door.
Where is it hurting?
No way.
Ms. Seo.
Can you hear me?
Let me just check if you're okay.
Open the door.
Sorry.
My stomach wasn't feeling good.
Why is your stomach-
Are you-
I think I had too much for breakfast.
Let's go, doctor.
You have a patient.
Wait.
You are, right?
What I'm thinking is right, huh?
I don't know what you're talking about.
I'm serious.
I ate my breakfast too fast.
Look at me.
We said we wouldn't lie to each other.
Yeon-hee.
What do I do?
I'm sorry.
I should've paid more attention.
I had no idea.
Doctor Min, what if someone sees us?
Let's get married.
Doctor Min...
I'm going to call my parents tomorrow.
Let's go visit them together when the clinic is closed.
My mother will be so happy too.
Pregnant?
Yeah.
I feel so nauseated.
And I haven't gotten my period the past 3 months.
Maybe there is another reason-
Let's see...
Maybe you drank so much that your stomach doesn't feel good.
No, no.
Actually, I went to the hospital and checked.
I thought I got alcohol poisoning again
but they said no. I am pregnant.
What about work?
How are you going to work?
I just told Madame Jung that I'm going to quit.
Now that I have a baby, I shouldn't work at pubs anymore.
I've always felt bad that you had to deal with me working there.
You quit?
Already?
Why?
Now that this happened, I'm going to be a supportive wife for you
and live like all other women.
I want to be a good mom for our baby too.
You feel the same way, right, Soo-chang?
Wow, listen to me.
I shouldn't call you Soo-chang anymore.
Yeah.
You shouldn't.
You shouldn't, Il-lan.
Let's live happily ever after.
I'm going to work hard to be a great wife.
Il-lan.
Yes, Soo-chang.
To be honest,
there's something I haven't told you.
I...
I'm going to the States soon.
What?
The States?
Yeah.
America.
Arizona, Ca- You know.
What are you talking about?
The States?
It was an unexpected decision for me too.
It's for business so I can't push it back any more.
If I had found out about you earlier...
Then let's go together.
I'll go with you.
Let's live there together.
I'll make lots of money and come back for you soon.
I don't want you to go through the trouble of living in a foreign land.
Don't do this to me.
I don't need anything else in life anymore.
All I need is you.
Quit your job and live with me and the baby.
Sorry, Il-lan.
I want to raise our child well.
But...
I don't think right now is a good time.
You know what I mean, right?
I'll pay for the coffee on my way out.
No, no, no.
Of course you're here.
What is the guy who's supposed to be in Hong Kong for business
doing in the middle of Jong-no?
Is this Hong Kong? Is this Hong Kong?
W-Who-
What is she saying?
You're not going to the States?
What?
The States?
It's the States this time?
Why don't you just say you're taking a trip around the world?
You bastard!
How dare you talk to my man like that!
What?
Your man?
Did you know he has a wife and a kid?
Did you not tell her?
W-Wait.
What?
A wife and a kid?
I-I-Il-lan...
Sorry, Il-lan!
Hey! Lee Soo-chang, you bastard!
W-What...
Soo... Soo-chang!
Ugh, damn it.
Where did he go?
Excuse me.
Is what you said earlier true?
What?
Is it true that he has a wife and a kid?
You're so pathetic too.
Do you know what kind of mess Young-sook is in right now?
Why would you like that scamming bastard...
Damn it.
Lee Soo-chang.
Lee Soo-chang that bastard.
Next!
Ma'am, good morning!
We finished all the ones here.
And we moved the rest to the storage.
Great job.
It's not much.
Gather all the workers and grab a drink.
No, no.
Giving us work every time is enough.
We can't accept money for drinks on top of that.
It's because I want to.
Come on, take it.
I feel so bad every single time.
Thank you, ma'am.
Aunt!
It's a letter from Seoul!
It's from Seung-jae.
Seung-jae?
Yeah. Come on, read it!
What does it say?
Does it say he's doing well?
Does he need anything?
Be quiet, I haven't even read it yet.
I'm just so happy he wrote to us.
Mother.
It's Seung-jae.
I have someone I want you to meet.
"...until then," yeah.
Yes, like that, please.
It's a woman I'm getting married to.
And she is someone I'm thankful for, for having my child.
We'll come down together next week to meet you.
Please take care of yourself until then.
Oh gosh.
What is it?
Is something wrong?
It is a celebratory moment for our Min family!
What?
Celebratory moment?
Seung-jae is bringing the woman he's getting married to from Seoul!
Marry?
Seung-jae?
Pregnant?
That little.
He's getting married before me?
You just wait until you come down here.
When did he get so big anyway?
I thought he was a quiet little boy.
He's all grown up now.
Duk-soo! Duk-soo!
Are you here?
You didn't leave yet, sir?
We're in trouble!
Why? What's wrong?
There's a war!
The North crossed the 38th parallel line and are coming down!
What do we do?
Didn't you say your brother is in Seoul?
He's in danger, you should contact him.
Aunt!
What is it now?
There's a war.
A war broke out up there.
A real war!
A war?
What about Seung-jae?
What do we do?
Do you need help?
No, I'm done.
I loaded everything else in the car.
I'm just packing a few light medical equipments.
A war all of a sudden...
A trip home turned into a refuge one instead.
I know.
How did this happen...
I'm sorry
for making you take this trip with a heavy body.
No.
Your mother is probably very worried.
I feel so bad that something like this happened right after our news.
Don't say that.
Let's go.
If we drive there, it won't take us long to get to Daegu.
Doctor, help.
Please help my child.
She has been sick since yesterday
and she just keeps vomiting.
She has a really high fever too.
What do I do?
Please help.
I'm sorry but please go to a different--
No, doctor.
This is the only place.
All other places are closed.
If you leave like this, my child will die.
She will die!
Let's see her first, I'm okay.
Her breathing is irregular.
I have to open up her airway first.
Okay.
Sit down here.
Hey.
Hang in there.
Yes?
Hold on.
Doctor, over here!
Yes, I'm coming!
Hang in there just a little bit.
Damn it.
I thought you were the soldiers.
Lee Soo-chang didn't come here?
They say no gambler says no to girls.
He's just like everyone else.
Where the hell is Lee Soo-chang?
Where is he?
Stop, stop!
There, there.
It's almost done, hang in there.
The wound might get infected.
So don't drink alcohol for a while.
I can't help it.
You said you fell after drinking.
You're lucky you only got a minor injury.
If you drink like that again, you'll really get hurt.
Okay?
Sure.
Lee Soo-chang.
Got you.
How did you--
My head burst open! I got it stitched!
Oh, is that so?
That's great.
I'll split it in half while we're at it!
What are you doing? He's a patient!
Let go of him!
You don't know how long it took for me to find him.
What are you going to do?
Your child is coming out soon.
I got swindled by you and couldn't even work with a big stomach.
What are you going to do, you jerk?
Hey, hey. Let go and let's talk this out.
Il-lan, let go of me and we'll talk about it.
Talk about it?
Are you even capable of doing that?
You're dead today.
Emergency broadcast.
As of December 24,
the government is placing an evacuation order.
We ask that all residents in Seoul evacuate the city and flee to a safe place.
I repeat.
As of December 24,
the government is placing an evacuation order.
Hey, let go!
It hurts, let go!
Hey!
Damn it!
Are you okay?
You!
How many times did I tell you to get rid of that baby?
But you were the one being stubborn.
And now you're blaming me for it?
What?
What did you say?
You little...
Honestly,
how do we know if that's my child or some other guy's?
You threw yourself around at a pub, how do we know whose child it is?
You jerk.
I really liked you.
It might have all been a lie for you,
but it wasn't for me!
So ridiculous.
Yeah right.
Hey, you.
If you try to find me again, I'll kill you.
Alright?
Lee Soo-chang!
Lee Soo-chang, you jerk!
That jerk, that bastard.
What do I do now?
If he just leaves like that, what do I do?
Calm down.
Crying too much isn't good for the baby.
What do I do?
I should just die too.
Seung-jae.
Yeon-hee, what are you doing here?
Who...
A patient's wife.
Why are you out in the cold? What if you catch a cold?
There's...
I'll get going now.
Let's go inside, you'll catch a cold.
We're in trouble.
An evacuation order was placed.
What?
Evacuation order?
The government officially announced Seoul to be evacuated.
Things must not look good.
No, you can't go.
The Han River bridge was cut off, no one can go in and out of Seoul.
Move.
If there is no bridge, I'll go on a ship.
Why are you doing this?
If you go, you'll die.
It's a real war, it's not what you think!
They're invading Seoul!
That's why I'm going.
Seung-jae is still in Seoul.
Aren't you worried as his older brother?
Auntie!
Move.
If I stay here, I won't be able to die peacefully.
Move!
Then I'll go.
I'll go instead.
Please go back inside!
Madame!
A letter from Seung-jae!
A letter?
What is it?
What's going on now?
Seung-jae just left Seoul.
Really?
See?
I told you!
You know Seung-jae.
I told you he'd be safe.
There are more people than I expected.
It's going to take a while.
Are you feeling okay?
I'm okay, don't worry about me.
I'm sorry.
We should've left earlier.
It's okay.
Honey, you must be tired.
I'll hold this.
It's not like my life is going to get any better because I flee.
What a lucky girl.
Even her refuge road is like a silk road.
Hey, that's-
Why? Is it someone you know?
I think I saw her at the hospital before.
Oh, that time-
It must be so hard to travel with a fully belly.
Why is my stomach hurting so much?
Oh no!
One second.
Let me go help her.
Ow, my stomach.
Ow, my stomach!
Help me!
What if she gives birth on the road?
Can anybody help?
Wait!
Let me take a look.
Are you okay?
Can you tell me where it hurts?
Help.
The baby...
I think the baby is coming out.
My stomach hurts so much.
Wait.
Your water didn't break yet so the baby won't come out yet.
Does anyone have water?
Please get me some water.
Here, drink some water first.
Oh he forgot to take this.
Wear this.
Seung-jae.
Why did you come out? It's cold.
You should've just stayed in the car.
It's stuffy in the car.
And just in case you need this.
Thank you.
But she should be okay now.
I think her stomach was cramping because of fatigue.
That's good.
Are you okay?
No.
I'm so cold and tired.
I don't think I can walk.
What do I do?
I'm so cold, doctor.
I feel like I'm going to die.
What do we do? She seems really tired.
Why don't we drive her at least to the nearest village?
Will you be okay with that?
I'm okay.
It will be nice to have a buddy to talk to.
If you're okay with it, let's take her.
Oh no.
That's why you're fleeing alone too?
What's the point?
It's all part of my fate.
I wonder what the ghosts are doing.
They should be taking Lee Soo-chang with them.
He's still your child's father, don't say that.
Your baby will hear it.
Let him hear it.
He needs to know too.
How hard his mother worked to protect him.
But anyways.
So the doctor's parents have never met you yet?
No.
I'm worried about that too.
I'm embarrassed to have to face her with my full-grown belly.
My gosh.
That's not easy either.
So embarrassing.
I'm sorry, that's not what I meant-
No, you're right.
I've waited until now to visit her.
And we've only sent her one letter.
I feel so horrible.
I told you not to say that.
It's all my fault.
You didn't do anything wrong.
But...
It's okay.
Don't worry and just trust me.
My mother will be so happy to see you.
Will she really?
Yes, she will.
So don't worry too much.
What is it? Are you in pain again?
No, just...
I'm jealous of you.
Stay over there.
The smoke is bad for you.
No, I'll help.
I can do this. Go rest over there.
It's bad for you.
My surroundings were all like crap
so I thought the whole world was like crap but it isn't.
Those two are living in a flower field.
You're hungry, huh?
Give me a second, I'll wash these real quick.
Okay. Do you need help with anything?
No, sit here and rest.
It'll be quick.
You said your home is in Daegu, right?
Your house must be rich if you're a doctor.
No.
My mom just owns a small rice mill.
Wow, then you must've had plenty of rice all your life.
But you only talked about your mom and not your dad.
Did he pass away?
Yeah.
In Man-ju, when I was very young.
Man-ju?
He was part of the independence movement.
My mother went through some tough times because of that.
Wow, a doctor son and an independence movement father.
What a great family.
So cold.
Wear this.
No, it's okay.
Thank you.
So warm.
I would've been so happy if my baby's dad was as nice as you.
Eat more.
Thank you.
Enjoy.
It's so good.
They say people who eat well die well too.
Forget about the war,
being full makes me so happy.
Are you okay?
Come on!
Let's go!
Doctor.
Wake up, doctor.
Oh no.
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry.
I'm sorry.
My Mind's Flower Rain
Do you know a little rice mill in Bongsam?
There is no one who doesn't know about that place here.
He said it's a small rice mill.
Are you my brother's wife?
Wife?
Where's Seung-jae?
Are you alright?
Have you seen my husband?
When we found you, you were by yourself.
Seung-jae.
No, Seung-jae!
It's better than telling her that everyone died.
I'll just be her daughter-in-law.
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